Just Going Through the Motions

Lately I've been really lazy in my faith and honestly in life in general. I've let myself get comfortable with not reading my bible, not spending daily prayer time with God, and many other things. I've not wrote one of these discussions in quite some time either. It really just sort of hit me in the face the other day that I'm not being the image I used to be. And I wonder how many people have noticed that I'm not being the Christian example that I've told everyone else to be like. I used to pray daily for God to let me be a light to those in darkness, but now I've found myself in the deepest, darkest, loneliest place I can be in. So for not being the example many of you may look after, I apologize. I'm on it to fix myself and get back to where I once was with my walk. It's especially unacceptable considering I stand on a stage and play music for God weekly, but yet I've just been going through the motions. If anyone else has found themselves in a similar situation of just going through the motions, please send me a message and talk to me about it, I'd love to get back on track right along side you!!! *Striving to be God's Army* -Tyler